Taking it all one day at a time.

Throughout the last 3 years my life has taken several turns. This fast shift and motion has done nothing but left scars of good and bad consequence. It lead me to living a life of confusion and misdirection. All in all. I found and then unfortunately misplaced pieces of myself. I have decided its time to go back to my roots and find myself once again.

I think the thing that scares me the most is that I have picked up things along the way that in my confused state I am on the verge of losing. I know that somedays I feel I want other things, but in the end the things I love the most are the things I am afraid to want the most and ironically the things I am afraid to lose the most. Although I hold these things I hold so dear, I have tried to convince the world that they are unimportant and withered. But quite the opposite is true. I love these things and I am very afraid to lose them. Most importantly I need to start wanting these things back because deep down and its what I want, and not because they are things I don't want because I am trying to be someone who I think other people want me to be.

Thus, in order to reboot my life, I have decided to start fresh on my blog. This is post #1. This blog will no longer be a blog for personal situations but all things in my life and that surround it. This means the tech that excites me and the ideas that come to my mind. And I do promise to blog more.